Two posts in one day!

Wow! I can hardly contain myself! Two posts in one day! For me that is amazing. My friends will be proud ~ or bored.... In any event, I went to two Dr's today. One to get some blood work done and discuss a plan to address my depression.....The second Dr to start helping with the "depression". I think the second one was more fun ~ and I have homework. I have to think and write about 2 things that would give me joy this week. So........First I need to define (in my head) the difference between being happy and being filled with joy. And I guess there is a difference, but I never looked at life this way before and have an MBA so I need to work on this. Then after finding the difference, I will need to decide the part where I can write what gives me joy. Hmmm! I have a lot to think about..

Drs versus my sanity

Ever have one of those days when you know that you are not "well" and everyone around you knows you are not "well", but no one but you says anything about it?

I realized last night, and after a Drs appt on Monday, that I need to get some things in order with my life. I could try and say, "no more excuses", but that would not be very "human" of me to admit to. So, with a box of kleenex and a good long cry, yes, I finally admitted that I need to take some action today.

I called my Dr and they squeezed me in at 11:30 AM (Lord knows when I will actually get in there! LOL) I feel pretty good about my decision to go in and will try not to "take control" in my head. I have already done a lot of praying to get things flowing in a positive way, but will now log off to do some more for good measure!

Have a Great day!

Blog police!

Hello there!

Well, I was recently informed that I needed
to post on my blog. Sorry, guess I have not paid
too much attention to all of this stuff lately. In fact,
I have given up a particular social media for lent,
as I was trying to refocus my efforts on other
things. Like oh I don't know, prayer and saving my soul.

With this in mind, I will post a note to say that the start
of this years 40 days is proving to be an emotional
challenge. One that will take some time for me
to sift through a lot.

May God be with all of you while I am "offline".
Sorry that I did not post something sooner!